I'm scared that I may have HIV. I keep getting thoughys that's have it. I see commercials about it and ppl talk about it and I automatically say "that's a sign that j have it." It's like everywhere I turn I see a "sign" I did have unprotected sex with my ex but then we broke up. He told me that I was the first girl that he has ever used a comdom without. That thought help me for a bit but j still think in the back of my kind that I have it. I have been suffering OCD and anxiety for almost two years now and when I have health anxiety it's always about HIV and I get tested a lot and then it comes back negative. But have you ever felt so convinced that you have it that u start to get depressed? Have you ever felt like this time is the time that I really have it and then just start to slowly believe it? That's how I am now and I am extremely scared. Idk what to do.