so I was doing very well in terms of managing my anxiety up until yesterday and today. for no reason at all, I was just on my laptop yesterday and I started feeling a bit off, and I told my self it was anxiety and that everything would be fine, the anxious thoughts and feelings were still there and I tried to ignore it up until my brother came up to me and go in my personal space and that was when my anxiety got very bad... I don't know about anyone else but when it hits me, even when I don't get the typical heart pounding and sweats all the time, just the thoughts it self consumes me and I literally don't want to talk to anyone except just be by myself..
anyways, now I'm kind of having a freak out, I had a pain in my left shoulder /arm and I started getting anxious again and I started having these thoughts of sudden death.. as I went to eat, I suddenly had a bit of trouble breathing which scared me even more..
so I guess I decided to come back on here, I was so tempted to go to hospital, I'm convinced something really is wrong with my heart or something had developed since the last time I saw my doctor... my left shoulder and arm feels really weak and uncomfortable right now and I feel really tired and as I feel like I'm having trouble breathing..
actually so sick of it all, sometimes I get really angry at myself and at anxiety..
I'd much rather have my physical symptoms/pains in my lower body than my upper.. so then atleast I wouldn't worry about my heart...
Not doing as well as i thought i was after all!
not doing so well on Sertraline
I've been doing so well!
it was good until i felt so ill...
