It seems I've been in therapy for countless years I've been on antidepressants for 11 years. I keep getting into relationships and then after some time I feel it's not working. I'm 37 now no kids,
I know I'm not ugly but I am on the inside I'm in a relationship that started bad. He wouldn't date me bec I was too fat. I lost all the weight and we started dating in August. He doesn't like to kiss or be intimate it's very one sided and I dealt with it until the past month I started waking up panicky worrying if this was it if this was what my life would be like. Don't get me wrong it wasn't all bad. But we pleasing him only has gotten to me I get that men aren't emotionally. He shows his emotions in other ways btw he is 31. He's said he would touch me more and kiss me when intimate. But then there is the control, if I say I wanna do this or that etc he will say well how much does it cost and do yoga at the gym were it's free. He has a problem
With me visiting my sister who
Lives an hour away. He will only go every 3 months he has no friends no hobbies and just wants me around. I don't know what to do I got very unhappy the past month and took a week off of work. I've talked to my family and since this is a pattern with me they have had it. They feel
Get rid of him and fix myself. I am afraid he accepts my anxiety and insecurities who else is going to accept me. I'm so afraid to make the wrong decision. Now my bf hates me
He's had it with me. Feels
People show emotions in different ways. Said he would kiss more and touch me more but he's not gonna change who he is and that kissing cuddling is not the basis of a relationship. I doubt myself maybe I am wrong I just don't know need some opinions