Thanks for all your replies. I did write a message on Thursday but then my computer decided to turn itself off.and I lost it I think.
From the age of 15 I had my appendix out, have lost my first baby boy, 13 miscarriages between 2 marriages and one live birth (my Daughter who is staying with us at the moment whilst she buys a house) from this my 3rd marriage. I have been to the operating theatre 55 times and then last night I tried on a new Ferrari tee shirt that I had bought when my Husband said to me that I was not standing up straight and that my spine was curving. I started crying and said that I was doing my best to feel as normal as possible and he said to have a word with my Doctor on the 18th February. I am trying so much with new clothes, new hair colour and make up. I took my 12 hour release morphine tablets yesterday at 4.00pm and was up this morning at 4.ooam to take the next load of tablets. We are not flooded where we are in the South West but parts of the City and County are flooded very badly.
I know that I have to take tablets for the rest of my life and if it makes me feel "normal" then I will contine to take them. It is nearly 5.00am now and I am going to have a strong cup of tea, no sugar and have a look on the internet about what to do about my back. I have had so much taken out with operations it is a wonder that I can stand up. I hope that everyone has a really good weekend and take care in this awful weather.