I have recently thought I had learn to Keep my anxiety at bay. I have been coping well for weeks now and have found the few times I have felt myself slipping back I have managed to keep control . UNTIL something happens with my children. My main Anxiety centres around my children's health and the slightest sign of a illness be it a cough / cold or a tummy bug I lose all sense of rational and start thinking they may have alsorts of horrible illnesses . My Eldest son who is 5 has developed 3 pea sized lumps on his neck . Lower down than I'd usually feel his glads if they were swollen . He has had a bit of a cold and in general seems ok in himself. But I again am finding myself unable to settle and feel constantly on edge .
Will I ever completely be able to Control 'THIS ' thing ?