I got very little sleep last night.... you know how you go to bed and ,suddenly, you are wide awake, that was me last night. Felt ragged today and very anxious.
Now I have to go to the prize giving at the school where I work and I am in bits about it. I am trying to tell myself that I will be ok but am so blimmin tired my anxiety isn't budding an inch.
Also, unlike most people, the thought of the school holidays,( our long summer one in NZ),isn't helping as I have too much time to think!
So,you can see I have myself in a right old state.
But, will do my best and face the fear and return home and have a brandy... only the one mind. Julie xx