This afternoon I've got to see a dentist at the dental hospital about my jaw. It's been a long wait to get this appointment and I am scared about it. Not sure what will happen, I'm hoping for x rays or whatever they can do for me. Last night had a dream about my Grandma, she died in 2012 of cancer. She died 4 weeks after the cancer was found. It got me thinking, how come my anxiety didn't effect me then? I was on edge and worried for her but I didn't have anxiety at all. I miss her so much. At least she's out of pain now which is a blessing.