Giving up

I'm at that stage...I'm just so

I feel I'm on a slippery slope and I can't see myself getting out.

Xx

[KatyCee]

Oh Ashley I'm sorry to hear you're feeling so low, please don't give up!

I know that sometimes it feels like the world is on your shoulders and it's just the worst, most exhausting feeling and you want to give in... but the only way is up from here and I really hope talking on here can help

Sending you big hugs, hopefully you can call today a write-off and feel more positive tomorrow xx

[Hidden in reply to KatyCee]

Hey Katy

It's so nice to see you back! It has been a couple of crappy days for me, I had a good run of a few weeks there so I feel like what goes up must come down and it annoys me that I can't just feel how I used too.

Hope you are feeling a lot better as well

Xx

[KatyCee in reply to Hidden]

It's really good to be back How have you been doing in the last couple of days? xx

[Hidden]

Ashley

We are not giving up

I no you have been feeling low , you have had alot to think about & emotions to deal with

This is very difficult , but in the long run it helps us to move on

Now I will be needing help soon to get to see my will-i-am , & one of several I had in mind that might help me with this is you so please dont give up or what will I do without you

I no you had a good week & then when a bad one comes along its like we feel we are never going to move on , but this is how it works ,till the good weeks will get more & more & the bad ones less

You are doing really well , & this will pass again , be kind to yourself

Keep coming on & talking

{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Yes you are right, I know you are. It's just telling my brain everything will be alright. Sick of the two sides of my brain fighting with one another then the fear of death and everything else thrown in for good measure. I just feel completely deflated today. Only think that's was positive was I had a case of the heart palps on the train on the way to work and I just say and let them happen. But at the same time I just thought "is this it? Is this the rest of my life?"

My mine is dragging me down but my body is trying to stay up, it's a bizarre feeling.

Xxx

[deb123]

dont give up; things will get better xxxxx

[Hidden in reply to deb123]

Thanks Deb

There did get better but I've hit a snag again lol, hopefully I get over it xx

[Hidden]

Oi you. You ain't giving up I won't let you. As whywhy said you've just come off a good week so the bad seems heightened.

Things will get better for you. You will be fine. Any more of this giving up talk. I'll come find you and have serious words with you missy.

Big hugs xx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Ooohh!!!

That's me told!!!

Xx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Yup I surely is

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Maybe I'll keep saying giving up and then you'll need to come tell me off haha!!

X

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Ha ha you can pay for my train ticket. Lol

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Megabus!!lol

X

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Dont worry Ashley if it will make you happy & keep you going I have some money left out my Will-i-am ticket money I will send & pay for his ticket the tight fisted so & so

xxx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Haha then he has no excuse at all!! Lol

Xx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Nope none at all , message me when you want it & I will sort it

xxx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

I only travel by first class lol

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Yeah the front of the Megabus is first class lol x

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Is that in the same dream that i am in when I am traveling on Will-i-am's private jet

x

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

I'll go halfers with you lol x

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Ashley , let it be my treat

Get him out at the same time , I could be helping 2 people here

xxx

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Who wouldn't want to hang about with me lol x

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Who wouldn't want to hang about with me lol x

[fadedlizard]

Hey Ashley,

I'm reliably informed giving up is not permitted!!! I know this because everytime I try the wonderful people on here talk me out of it!!!!

I'm sorry you've had such a bad few days. It's always so much worse when you're coming off a good patch. But please hang in there. It will get brighter again.

Love

Lizard.xxx

[Hidden in reply to fadedlizard]

Yes I don't want to give up but I can feel myself heading that way, almost makes me sacred of being up again Incase I have to suffer this each time

Xxx

[fadedlizard in reply to Hidden]

I know. I'm like that too and it's the roller coaster that really gets you down. I've been really low again recently and I hate the fact that no matter how far away from it I get it always seems to come back.

I don't know what the answer is but I do know how you feel.xxx

[Hidden in reply to fadedlizard]

It always helps when you know someone gets how you feel

Xx

[Jeffju]

The downs are so hard to take when you have been on an 'up' and I think we have such high expectations of ourselves, at times, that we don't see how many good times are amongst the bad. It sounds silly but when I go for a walk in the morning I take a much closer look at the nature around me and that has given me lots of pleasure even on 'down ' days.Look for the small things that can make you smile and hopefully this mood will lift soon. {{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}

[Hidden in reply to Jeffju]

I don't think that's silly at all. It makes total sense to me and actually I'm going to try that today and see some pleasure in at least 5 things I do today xx

[Hidden in reply to Jeffju]

I don't think that's silly at all. It makes total sense to me and actually I'm going to try that today and see some pleasure in at least 5 things I do today xx