Hey, I'm new to all this, and just need some advice from people who may know how I'm feeling.
This has all hit me within the past few months like a ton of bricks (but tbh I think I've been hiding to from others and myself for about a year and a bit when I got diagnosed with epilepsy which meant my world changed over night).
I find myself putting on a front for others as I feel like they don't really wana know how I'm feeling or whats going on in my head! Does anyone feel like me that when I'm busy and therefore can't think about the things that are screwing me up, then I don't feel so miserable and negative about everything. Then when I take a break, it just hits me and all of a sudden my mood totally changes and feel miserable and totally negative about everything (I have an interview tomorrow and I have to create something for a challenge they've set and yesterday I was just in tears thinking that I can't do anything but didn't want to tell anyone, and when speaking to my brother and he was coming up with all these ideas and I had nothing which just made me feel even more sh*t because it was something that i'm meant to be good at)
Hope everyone else is doing ok today though