I have suffered with anxiety and panic attacks for 5years now since the separation of my parents, it has only been in the last 4months I have got worse, I cannot leave the house as I am scared I will have a panic attack, I know it wont hurt me its just the physical symptoms leave me feeling so scared. I am off work sick at the moment which is killing me I love my job. the main thing scaring me is my wedding in October I am dreading it. I am so scared I will have a panic attack in the church with over 60guests there. I don't know how I am going to get through it. I feel so awful for my fiancé he does everything for me and I don't know what I would do without him, so calling off the wedding is a no no.