this afternoon i had an appointment with the gp and saw a different one as could not get a soon enough appointment with my regular doctor who has been very good so far. The lady i saw today made me feel like a nauty school child and i could feel myself welling up and fighting the tears. i went two see her about two issues i have, one being my chest pains and really stiff jaw and neck. she looked back over my history and said that i had had a test done before that proves my heart is fine and said to me "you want to have a heart attack dont you" well i was shocked and replied " no not at all i would be petrified". i heald back the tears and left and didnt even talk about it to my mum on the way home untill i reached the house. i can honestly say she has made me feel quite upset and im feeling really quite anxious and unwell now, i know it sounds darft but i just dont understand why she would say something like that. i mean who the hell wants to have a heart attack. my dad had heart problems and my mum has a bad heart now, so so sorry for worrying everytime i get a electirc shock feeling in my chest esp when i try and exercise. she has made me feel like total crap and i still want to cry but im fighting it cos i know her attitude is wrong. some gp's just show no compassion at all and she probably has no idea how much she has effected me becouse she is so ignorate to everything mental health related. sorry this is such a misery of a blog, just really needed to get it off my chest before i burst in to a puddle of tears. thanks for listening. x
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