Saw my old therapist who’ve recently dropped my case, who seem to be genuinely getting along with one of her client. Even that I told that I struggled to make any connections with anyone and I’m afraid of losing any connections.
Glad to know that I suck at connections and socializing that therapist doesn’t give a crap about me nor thought that I was an decent person.
Oh no - that is on her! She shouldn’t have dropped you. You deserve respect. You deserve better.
I am so sorry that you are feeling so down shyynoir. If this therapist wanted to drop your case then I think it is safe to say you don't want them as your therapist. You have worth, I hope you can feel that. I don't know that you can generalize to saying that you suck at connections, but maybe if you feel that is the case you can find good ways to improve and also define what you think good connections and socializing are exactly. I wish you peace on your journey☮️
connections are hard. But, I’ve learned that we really don’t need a whole bunch of connections all at once. Just one person to listen and understand .
Unless you’re trying to get a volleyball team together. Then you need people. And not just any people. People who are willing to stand there when a very hard ball is hurtling at them at 1,000 miles per hour. This is one more reason I don’t love volleyball.
But yes, I’m sorry that happpened with the therapist. Sometimes, it’s the people we let our guard down around who hurt us the most.
Anxiety beyond what I know how to cope with
Don’t know what to do.
Im glad i have this website 
Unable to find peace anymore
Dont know what to do any more
