Relationship issues breakups

[Jesman30]

I am Jesse.So I been With my xbf for over 6 years from 2016 To 2022. I still love him so much he is the love of my life. Idk what is wrong with me With relationship I never can keep relationships longer then 6 years. I am having bad thought and depression so bad. I still cry alot and Still Thinking of him. He knows I still do love him or I hope he dose. I do want him back so bad. People tell me I need to move on and for me It's hard for me to. I Don't want to move on Without him.

[Agora1]

Hi Jesman30, What is it about "6 years" being the end of a relationship?

Whose idea was it to break up? If it was yours, was it just because you reached

the 6 year mark? It sounds like that's more of a psychological issue than an affair

of the heart. Don't let your thoughts take away something so precious as "Love" xx

[Jesman30 in reply to Agora1]

I wanted to be with him more then 6 Year more likely life. It was More my fault then his. It Was nothing to do with affair or cheating. It was just what I said and our feeling got hurt. It is a long story. Also we lived together and worked together to. Just to put that out there. We really loved each other.