Woke up throwing up (im emetophobic), paniced, told mom to pick me, now scared i will be too anxious at home

[Against_the_current]

Context : Sis was feeling nauseus for a long time and now mom and sis are in my city hospital for an exam.

I woke up and im sick. I can't stop throwing up and mom's picking me up but she said she's really tired and sis has been sick from a month and doesn't want me to infect her, and my panic gets triggered from mom and sis. But it's dangerous to stay here without any help, no family, no doctors. I told mom If she doesn't want to take me to not take me. She's grumpy and i'm scared of her and she told me to not infect sis. But here i have nobody to take care of me, no family and doctor. She said she's picking me up. I'm anxious about my anxiety acting up once im there. But i can't keep on not sleeping all night cause i'm throwing up.

[SoporRose]

I'm so sorry you have no good choices, but I think you made the right call. At least you'll have someone to get you to the hospital if you can't stop the vomiting. I sincerely hope you feel better very soon.

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

Thank you so much, really needed this support and to know my desision is right