Feeling guilty

[Lookingforhope20100]

So me and my bf have been having issues and he messes with my mind and for awhile I thought he was cheating on me because he moved back in with his ex wife. Well today I'm the cheater I feel so bad and this might be a mistake but I'm not going to tell him because my life is falling apart right now and he even though he is distant and confusing and messing with my head and emotions it feels like he is the only thing keeping me together right now and if I tell him that I cheated I will lose him and then I'll be alone in all that im going through and I fear that if I lose the only thing keeping me afloat I will relapse I can't afford to relapse

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Okay, given what you’ve said so far, it doesn’t sound like there’s a lot to hold on to there. What makes this guy such a prize??? You’ve said he’s gone back to his ex wife, along with some other rather negative things about him. Now you claim you cheated on him but you’re not going to tell him because you want to hold on to him. I don’t think you’re making a whole lot of sense here. Seems to me like he’s already pretty much discarded you in some ways. There are many other guys out there that I bet would treat you much better than what you’re putting up with in him. Let his ex wife have him and move forward!!! Whether you decide to tell him that you cheated or not, just let that fool go.