I had twin girls in 2019, my pregnancy was though from day one running to the ER had to be in bed rest at 3 moths, Dr visit every week, was alone only mu hubby (and I kinda forced him to quit his job to care for me and that brought financial problems)with the news that I am in labor at 3 months and my babies my not survive it or if they do they will have a lot of health problems for life. we tried to hanging there and we mad it to 8 months got my babies healthy gorgeous tiny girls we happy I though our bad times are gone. 3 month later I had a heart attack(found out about it in the right time. had a cloth in my leg). I tied to get back to my life but my health issues didn't stop there, I had abdominal separation and that by it self is another world of problems, along side my babies had physical thearapy and helmet one of them had to spend days in the hospital because of infaction that almost cost her her leg, than been not allowed to carry more than 10lbs and strict moves with twins didnt help that much. my babies finally done with there treatment I was happy I can go to my parent so I get some help boooooom corona happen got stuck for months with the pain not sleeping or eating if it matters.
i got a break once the airport opened I did travel . so I left my babies with mom so I can get some rest as the Dr said doing ok still goes to ER now and than not much pain as before able to move around. and I dont know if I am doing the right thing or no its been 6 months miss my babies .
