Out of place

[Artemis38]

I feel so out of place and anxious. My cheating husband is out of my life but why do I feel so anxious and sad. I just started a new job and I feel so anxious and yet depressed. I feel lost when I should be focusing on studying for my exam in January. I wonder, how can someone who says that they love me hurt me like this? I was supposed to start writing a book about my experiences especially with this pending divorce. I need to motivate myself. I've seen people go through a divorce and get back together because they were soulmates or divorce with a celebration. No'one's sad or lost or anxious, why am I not celebrating? What's wrong with me

This should be the happiest time of my life why can't I snap back. I know that it's the holidays and I'm alone. My mom passed 2012 on thanksgiving day and it's really hard for me this time of year. I go through this every year a few weeks before and after thanksgiving. Everything is compounding on top of me and I feel hopeless. I think about my devastating loss four months ago everyday. My body aches all over and I'm getting headaches everyday.

[Bamby3]

My heart goes out to you. Sounds like you had a lot of massive changes happening in your life. I can't give you any advice except take one day at a time. You got this far. I wish you a strong heart and brave soul. You gonna be alright. I'm fairly new on this support group but I truly hope you can find some comfort here.

[Artemis38 in reply to Bamby3]

Thank you

[allah1]

I understand feeling so in the pain of things. All we can do sometimes is to take it one day at a time. It is so normal to have big feelings around a divorce. It's a huge change. Takes a lot of courage. I am sure that things will get easier, just going to take a little time. I also saw that we are in a close radius to each other!Rebecca