Sunday, Bloody Sunday

[samack]

Feeling the usual blues and overwhelming sadness on Sundays. One Sunday, as my aunt was dying, I told my cousins I would talk to her on Monday, and Sunday turned out to be the last day to communicate with her. I feel so sad I didn't get to say goodbye. I did the best I could with Sundays already so trying for me. I still feel guilty and sad.

[TailWags]

Wow. That would be tough. I have been trying to deal with death around me for some time now. I was very upset that my dad was trying to talk before he died but no one could understand what he was saying. But i try to remember that i know he loved me and i think he knew i loved him and we would take care of mom. What else really matters? Still death sucks. My best hopes for your dealing with sundays. I feel crappy sundays too, but it is because i have to work mondays.

[samack in reply to TailWags]

I know about all that. I was living in another state and just made it to hospice at home to be there when my dad died. I had to see my dad suddenly, unconscious to say my goodbye. And because he was so afraid of death, I never properly said goodbye. I wanted him to drift into peace. Socks is right. Thamks gor responding.