I have bad anxiety right now

[Ilovepugs123]

I really want to get my drivers license but no one wants to help me at all, I asked my friend if she was busy next week and if she can teach me how to drive and because next Friday is my birthday I thought maybe she can teach me and she asked if I was doing anything for my birthday and I said no then she changed the subject to her friend that she is worried about and we been talking about her Fiancee and her Friend all day and this one time I ask her to teach me how to drive she changes the subject I am so sick and tired of her saying she wants to help me but really she doesn't and I am so tired of asking her at this point it sounds like she is ignoring the question and I am not gonna ask her anymore I'm done. Then yesterday I asked my dad fiancee if next week or sometime in February she can teach me how to drive and she hasn't answered at all and I feel like no one wants to help me at all get my drivers license and I need to get it before may because that's when I finish school and plus I might get a job but no. I can't take Public transportation because there isn't anything near me and plus I don't I tried contacting places to see if they teach people how to drive but there isn't anybody in my area that does teach people how to drive and it's so annoying. Now I don't know what to do and my anxiety is bad because I want to get my driver's license but no one wants to help me. Plus how my friend is acting I don't want to keep looking up to her to help me because I know deep down inside she's not going to help me at all on less she feels like it.

[Ilovepugs123]

I mean I can read the manual so many times but I need to practice behind the wheel or I can't pass the driving test. Thank you for the advice

[Ilovepugs123]

There aren't any teachers who can teach me how to drive they don't have any in my area.

[Ilovepugs123]

I never drove those items at all.

[Ilovepugs123]

yea

[Ilovepugs123]

Thank you