It’s been a rough

[Earthchild10]

This past few weeks has been rough.

Had a friend of mine pass on due to covid. Both her and her unborn child. She has a toddler too. It’s so sad! 😭😭😭

My ex is still struggling with his addiction problems and all I genuinely need is somebody to be there for me. Today I broke down into tears because I feel helpless and alone.

I refuse to reach out to just anybody because I don’t think they’ll understand..

[FearIsALiar]

I’m so glad you reached out on here. That’s a huge step you’ve made. You should be very proud of yourself because I know asking for help isn’t all that easy.

I’m sorry the past few weeks have been rough for you. They’ve certainly been rough for me as well. That is so very sad your friend passed due to covid. Did she have other health issues too? My grandfather actually tested positive for covid but he is a symptomatic meaning he doesn’t have any physical symptoms. Which is super scary! I think there are definitely different strings of it.

I have to ask though why do you still keep in contact with your ex? I had to cut ties with mine because he was so toxic and I couldn’t be a help to him. I had to really help myself overall. I had to finally put myself first for once. That was a huge adjustment for me. Please know that it’s okay to break down and cry. It’s healthy to let out those emotions.

You can always always always reach out to me through PM. I understand a lot of things and I’ll always be there to listen. Hang in there. You’re definitely not alone 💞

[Hidden]

I’m sorry for your grief 😢 This year has been rough for us.. I lost three family members from COVID. I really hope 2021 has something better in store. Sending positive vibes your way!

[FearIsALiar in reply to Hidden]

I’m sorry for your loss

[Agora1 in reply to Hidden]

I'm so truly sorry for your losses xx

[lillyofthevalley37]

I hope the toddler has a Daddy to take care of them , so.sorry for your loss I believe they have gone to a better place Meanwhile life goes on and you must take care of yourself and your loved ones

[EllaAlexandra]

That is something very hard to go through. Sending you a big hug!!

[Marysblue]

Here for you. Sorry for your loss and all you're dealing with right now.

[Agora1]

Earthchild, I'm sorry for your loss. How truly sad for the toddler.

No words can help right now but maybe a hug?? ((((((hug)))))) xx

[Gentlespirit]

Can you call a warm helpline or look into a therapist online or see who is available with your insurance or a pastor? Here i am making suggestions and i realize i need to talk to someone too

[Earthchild10]

Thank you all for your love and support ♥️🥺 I appreciate it a lot..

Today has been better. I realised that my body reacts to every little thing because of my anxiety.. My appetite has decreased, there’s an occasional knot in my throat, sometimes my tummy bubbles, or I have the urge to pee. There are times I just feel helpless the point I just cry. Because I honestly can’t recall when my anxiety has been this bad. My thoughts somehow gets intrusive too. I think the worst and always think something bad is going to happen to me.

This pandemic has caused me to adjust and to some how crawl into my shell.. so now I feel all alone.

I’m not quite sure if I’m pushing anyone away or if nobody gets me.I personally feel a virtual support group would be great for us suffering from anxiety or depression..

Thank you all once again ♥️