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You guys I’m totally freaking out

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someone who I’ve known since I was 15. We were best friends for over 20 years but grew apart however We raised our kids together. One of her sons died 3 days ago. he was 23 and got shot in the stomach with a crossbow. Idk any more of the details. I have no car so I don’t even know if I’ll be able to go to the funeral. And I will kill me. Also I have been having problems with my teeth. I have a partial and the connecting tooth is broke. I have an appointment tomorrow at the dentist and hopefully it gets fixed.I have to have three caps put on and it’s my front teeth. I grind my teeth and clenched my jaw so hard to the point ofChiseling my teeth down. I just went into the bathroom and looked at my smile and my face has shifted to a major underbite I can feel the gap. It’s so big between my teeth. And the shift has happened in the past couple days. I don’t know what’s going on.I cannot believe this. And then on top of that I’ve totally screwed up my phone. I feel like throwing up I’m seriously losing it

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Are you feeling better, just seeing your post now. I'm here if you need to talk.

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Thank you yes I do. Right now life is overpowering me and I no I have to ride this storm out. It’s just I don’t have a lot of support at all. Grateful to what I do have. Another problem I’m having is my L5 in my spine is narrowing. I have degenerative disc disease, bulging disks , osteoarthritis as well.I was waking up screaming. It was horrible. I Had to go to the neurosurgeon and she sent me to the pain clinic I can only have so many steroid injections and I’m to my limit. The past three days I’ve been stuck to my heating pad. Im out of bed at 12:30 am right now cuz of the pain. I have insomnia as well so I’m usually up by 1am mostly. My muscle relaxers are starting not to even phase me again. So I have to call the neurosurgeon to see what is the next up and that scares me that it might be surgery. Then I seen a rheumatologist and she found another type of arthritis that I may have in my spine. I carry the gene but needs to do an MRI to find out if I have that type of arthritis and if I do some part of my lower spine is fusing to some thing else. My insurance won’t cover the mri but she resubmitted it so we’ll see. Also found out I have fibromyalgia so I don’t know there’s other things But if you want to talk with me I would love to have that support.

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You are so sweet thank you for breaking down my problems like that. I thought in my head off some kind of guard but I’m on Medicaid and disability so I’ll have to check and see if I can afford it.

I can’t take Uber it doesn’t pickup where I’m at. I’ve tried it b4. And I was in an abusive relationship and had to flee from his house to my apt now n had take cab. It was only 20 min from here n was $120 n funeral is hour away. My landlord here is police chief and he came and picked me up from his house so I only had give him$20. My friend got ahold of me last night by text and said she’s going to call me things r crazy n I no they r. I had to take care of my moms funeral by myself n was horrible. I don’t expect her to b able to get me for funeral. She said she would but I no life is crazy for her and myself. She’s also bipolar and doesn’t take meds anymore. She said she’s ok without them and she lives in Illinois n I live in ia.

I called Apple tech support and he idk what you call it but like mirrored my phone. I allowed him to get on my phone through Apple and he could look at my screen but can’t fix it. He ended up helping me so that’s great. My phone is only 6 month-ish . I was learning how all operate it n learn tricks u can do.

Thanks 🙏🏻 you soo much

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brokenankle75

I’m totally confused by your message

I just want to say I'm so sorry youre going through all of these issues at once, no wonder you feel overwhelmed. Take one thing at a time to try to resolve it, don't feel like everything needs to be taken care of in one day. Try not to work yourself up. Try to be calm, cool, and collected. I bet you can do it, I have faith in you.☺

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Thank you 🤗

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brokenankle75

I know but she wants me there but I also know will understand if I can’t make it

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brokenankle75

I’m able to go. I’m so thankful. Thank you for your help

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