I don’t know what to do anymore

[anxiousoutcast]

I am in a bad situation with my boyfriend and we broke up last night and just so done with life. Just the reason why we broke up isn’t even true he just wants to believe whatever and idk what to do anymore.

[mgregor6]

Never know...could be for the better in the long run.

[mvillarreal]

What did he accuse you of doing?

[Hidden]

An overlooked and great question for yourself is, what’s more valuable than your own well being and happiness?

We, at least i, tend to make that difficult to answer, when funny thing is.. the question is purely rhetorical.

Not a damn thing, for those needing the or an answer. But who am I? Just some lost cause addict with problems not much different than this one, calling every truth uncovered a lie and falling for every lie masked as the truth.

Idk about anyone reading but I’m shocked to have ever considered anything possibly being on top of my own well being, sanity and most importantly my happiness. How outrageous is that?? I respect any opposing argument to this and would love to hear new insight.

The only other thing more valuable than your own beliefs is anything opposing or challenging it. The only change worth making or building for yourself I believe is an open mind and self awareness.

Changing anything else, well, might lead you to one of those if not both eventually. Making changes for yourself should never touch or compromise your person or behaviors. Open mind compromises nothing other than you reshaping your own views because you decided on it. Think about that. Self awareness, out best tool as humans. Being aware of the things you do, is not the same as being aware of your awareness on the things you do. That might rip your head up. Don’t force understanding, understanding is natural occurrence and develops on its own. You just need to be aware of whatever you want to understand to be able to understand it. It’s not a huge deal if it doesn’t hit the first time around, why else do we repeat the same shit over and over to others?

I totally let my mind fly on what I tried hahah to make a brief reply.

Don’t lose focus and stay on top of your well being always. Anyone bothered by you doing that, needs help recognizing their own worth. So perhaps help steer them that way, if anything.

Much love to all reading and not reading. ❤️ Stay safe and home whenever possible. We all will get through this. Don’t lose or doubt your faith in yourself and god.