Do you ever feel tossed aside? Like a toy that’s no longer entertaining to someone , they’ve used your presence when it was beneficial to them and now you’re no longer important? Or maybe you were never important, maybe you were just that all along, a substitution til they found something or someone more appealing....
Or maybe once more you’re being irrational? Or maybe not..
I hope so , then again the idea of distancing doesn’t sound so bad
I usually think I’m a good friend , supportive and loving, idk how my friends see me when it comes to my flaws in the relationship
I feel like I'm not good enough. I feel like I am so easily replaceable. I woke up crying about it Sunday because of something that happened. I spend a lot of time alone because of it. I would rather be with my dogs than to be around people who replace me like I never mattered.
I feel that way all the time
I would venture to say most of us feel or have felt unimportant-judge by all the addictions in the world. Something is driving that. I wasn't taught to feel that I was important, in fact I was taught not to like myself because it was conceded. I never could understand the Bible verse " love thy neighbor as thy self." I couldn't figure how to love my neighbor and myself because wasn't supposed to love myself. I had to learn to like myself and be important to myself. I haven't learned it all, yet. I believe if I can learn and remember that I am important and I do matter then the rest of the world will look and think about me in a more positive manner.
