I have soooo many questions to ask like why isn’t he involved in my life? I could go on but it’s pointless...... (I am a 19 y/o female) still learning growing and developing but I always come back to the fact that I don’t have my dad my brother and sisters dad is here for me and I appreciate him for that like seriously it’s hard to come and raise another persons kid but in his eyes I’m his, so why can’t my own dad be there......my eyes are watering as I’m writing this, what makes things worse he lives sooooo close to me within a few blocks and he doesn’t even come see me. He cut off communication through phone because of his wife catching him cheating so ig to prove his self this was the result I have sooo much more to say on the topic but I just wanted to get that out at least