Tired

[Pizzaparty]

Ive emotionally exhausted myself and im tired I really just want to stop existing or at least start over, i keep having these recurring dreams that are driving me crazy, i regret speaking my mind on something I did recently because although I thought id feel better i feel so sooo much worse , I’m tired of talking to my friends about my issues because they can’t actually help me and i do not want to keep sending out my negative energy

I’ve ruined something for myself and I can’t take it back and i no longer want to live with this feeling

Everyone has tried comforting me but it only lasts temporarily

[Rhiannon2]

I understand. It is very hard to talk to people about mental illness who don’t have it. I hate the feeling when you say or do something and soon regret it and can’t take it back. Then I begin to obsess about it and I spiral out of control. I wish I had the answer to give you but I am still searching my for one myself. Not sure how much more of this I can deal with. I hope you get some some relief soon for your worry. This too shall pass.

[InoZvambaia]

I can relate to it so much. I wish the pain would stop. I hope you will get better soon.

[Pizzaparty in reply to InoZvambaia]

Thank you