Is this a problem

[Mishell11]

Is it too much for me to ask someone to communicate with me?. Today he told me that i was never good at any sort of relationships because i needed tooo much. All that my problem with him was that he never spoke to me much. Our long distance relationship sucked. He spoke to me once in 6 months and i missed him all along and kept on texting him and now i got back with him, and i told him that i wanted communication. Atleast once in a week for 15mins? That is all that i wanted. And i made problems if he didnt. He isnt working or doing anything productive, hes simply watching movies , series , gaming, but he has only got time to send me goodmorning and goodnght. Am i asking for much?

I am done being a disappointment to many. I am scared of being a disappointment to more. I have planned things for my future, if things doesnt workout i dont have a way to exscape from it. I am feeling so disappointed in myself. I loved him so much. And i expected to get the same in return. I loved my parents too much my grandparents too much my cousins too much but i expected th same in return. Now i am left with self doubt and very low self esteem. No one loves me much. I have had enough of this bullshit. My friends yeah i know they think of me as someone who lets my self respect go for my bf everytime and hence they dont respect me . They pity me maybe.

[Blackdog1]

I would let this person go if this is how they are treating you.

Your self esteem will improve if you start taking out the trash.

Its hard but do-able. (I speak from experience with a long history of being treated like crap.)

[Mishell11 in reply to Blackdog1]

I would like to, but as soon as i leave him, i have this void in my life. And i feel empty. I always feel lonely, and then i would hope that if i talk to him i will be fine. But he would start off nice and later turn out to be this.

[Hidden]

Genuinely sorry wish I had a magic wand and give a man ready to honor ur love and commitment

Doesn’t sound like u r the problem

To this ear u sound all too reasonable

Maybe he’s immature and only into games videos whereas ur ready for a relTionship

Justca guess forgive me if I’m wrong easy for me to say

U sound totally reasonable

[Mishell11 in reply to Hidden]

I wish i had a magic wand too , but not for a man to honour my love, instead to build my self esteem and stop going back to him.