Depressed

[Imaginator997]

I have been feeling really depressed and down lately. I have not been feeling good about myself at all. I think what a failure I am. Each day I have characters telling me things everyday. These characters tell me negative things everyday. These characters are from tv shows and characters in my life. Each day I and the characters beat myself up about what I am unable to do and how I am a failure. The characters tell me that I am not a man and that I am a wimp, and to be honest their right. My anxiety gets the best of me and makes me avoid doing things. In addition to avoiding these things I then beat myself up for avoiding these things. I am a failure and I wish I could die in my sleep.

[Pamela2876]

I agree these voices are wrong. I have also had voices in my mind that say I am not enough. I have had trouble standing up to these voices but I found hope in studying the bible and praying. It has helped me to realize I was specifically made and am special to my maker. You are completely unique and a special creation. My thoughts are with you!