Unwanted and Can't get suicide right

[SpitFire2018]

I met my Night In Shinning Armor a year ago and was upfront with All that that that was wrong with me and now he doesn't know "what to do with me" bc I gave up EVERYTHING and Can't find a 1br. He wants to kick me to the curb but can't bc I'm disabled. I have No family and I'm living with someone who Doesn't Want Me 😭😭 and the Only suicide methods I Haven't tried take either a gun or a car; I have No Access to either. Please Help Me!!!!!!

[Sprinkle1]

There is a number you can call 24/7 for Suicide prevention, try "988", look in your local phone book in the front pages, they should also have a listing. Please do not try it, it is not easy to kill the body, I have tried it twice!!! I am a bit like you, I have no family or friends close by, i am 78 so I fend for myself, and I do well. Look for social services, there is help out there, kick you male friend to the curb you can do better. I send you love, peace and hugs, strength an courage......

[Bassprincess]

With all due respect, Sprinkle1, the Suicide Prevention Hotline did not help me. SpitFire2018, maybe we put too much effort into people that do not deserve a second thought. As your user name indicates, you would benefit by being with someone who is also a "spitfire", or someone who understands and embraces you. Don't give up! God has a purpose for you!