Desperate

[casual_nihilist]

I can NOT shake the desperate, worst case, dismal, awful, hopeless, hollow, empty, worthless, embarrassed, anxious, nauseating, degrading, dark, pitiful, shameful, debilitating feeling.

I’ve been on 7-8 different antidepressants over the past 2 decades.

I keep dropping this low regularly and it’s suffocating.

What can I do?

[casual_nihilist]

No, just pharmaceuticals.