At what age do birthday's become so depressing? It's not the aging, because if anything I'm eager for the day I'm old enough to be allowed to stop living.
This year I was going to go with my sister to see a show but of course the show got canceled because it wasn't safe to have a lot of people gathered together in one place. And I get that. It's just, it really does seem to happen every time I try and go out to have fun. As a social recluse I don't go out to special events except MAYBE once or twice a year. So i'm spending my birthday at home like normal. I've been receiving the normal yearly "happy birthdays" on facebook from my few friends and actual texts from my very closest friends and family. EXCEPT, I haven't received one from my mom yet. We were so close a year ago.
I'm going to go to sleep now because then tomorrow will come sooner and tomorrow is not my birthday and everything will go back to normal. BTW if you have children, keep their expectations low because when they get older their "special day" will suck because no one will care about them as much.