It’s like 1 o clock and I am sitting in my living room drinking gin and trying to be okay.
Cause I need to maintain a posture, I need to study and smile and cook and pretend like I am okay.
But from the inside I am dying here in the house; I feel so trapped in my room with my thoughts and the monsters under my bed.
It’s so hard to wake up, to be motivated and to keep working.
I am also so scared about weight gain cause I am eating so much.
And even though I have weekly skype meetings with my psychologist I don’t feel like I can really hold up in this quarantine, I am trying tho.
And I bet we are all trying,
So If you are trying too, let me know, then maybe I will keep trying tomorrow for both of us.