Overwhelmed and alone

[Plc4me]

I really didn't think of myself as being depressed, but find myself in my room alone a lot to avoid situations with friends and family about my son who has had a drug problem for over 10 years now. Everyone has advice but if I don't do it it creates problems with those relationships, so I don't talk about it or deal with it. But I'm to the point it's affecting my health physically, mentally and emotionally. I have many people around me but yet feel very alone. Just don't know where to turn.