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Low and lost. Suicide on my mind...

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Hi everyone

So I've become increasingly agitated and low over the last 2 weeks but tonight feels like it is the time to end it all. I dobt have enough strength to go through another depressive episode.

I'm afraid of calling for help in case they dont believe me or cart me away.

Any help X

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Agora1 profile image
Agora1

JellyBaby, it's important you call for help. They will believe you. Your current

thoughts are not a safe place to be in. Please get the help that you need right now.

We care about you. xx

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mjcll41

Call 911 now.

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Chanshan

Please call for help ASAP. Get admitted. Don't do anything abnormal. We are both you.

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Chanshan

We are with you.

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Sillysausage234

Hi What do you fear about being carted away .?..maybe they’ll help ...good you posted important to keep chatting to people here if you’ve nobody else around .

Hiya. Sorry for how you feel...do reach out for help and support..I’m glad you came here...

Why wouldn’t they believe you, they will believe you ! Do reach out, the Samaritans is a freefone 116 123 and I know I’ve found in the past to talk it through can help..also if you call NHS 111 they will speak with you about how you feel..

You don’t deserve to struggle and suffer xxx

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Chanshan

You can send me private message if you want to talk.

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Agora1

JellyBaby, you have us as a support team around you.

But you need to take that first step. I've been in the hospital,

sometimes it's what we need to get back to ourselves again. xx

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Vt1988

Please call for help. Your mind is tricking you, you are stronger than you think you are. The way you worded things you have gone through this before... you went through it and came out the other side. That right there shows your strength.

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Sunf7ow3er

My suggestion is to fight for your life. Do something that you normally don’t do. Get out, meet with an old friend, go to a bookstore, take a long walk, but don’t let depression beat you. Reach out to people that you know will be there. Call the hotline. Don’t stay stuck in your head.

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Sunshine425

You need some support. Call someone, anyone. The number you have is best. You are in a fragile state. You are not alone. So many of us suffer and a lot of us have been in these dark moments of weakness. Choose life. Seek help. You are cared for. By all of us responding. And the many responses you will continue to get the rest of the night and weekend. 🙏💕🙏💕 Im thinking of you and will keep up with your page to see if you are okay.

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horsechic1990

JellyBaby, I will say a prayer for you. Please don't give up!

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stbernard1

I am sorry you are feeling down. PLEASE call and talk to someone! Please reach out to a friend or family member and let them know how you are feeling. I understand it may be challenging, but YOUR life matters. Call 1-800-273-8255 for the suicide hotline. They are available 24/7 and will be able to help and connect you to local resources. I will be praying for you to find the support you need

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mvillarreal

I see this was posted 4 days ago. If you get this message, please respond so I know you're okay. If you are still feeling this way, please get immediate help! If you need to talk, my # is 970-506-0407.

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mvillarreal

Do you have a plan?

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Sunshine425 in reply to mvillarreal

Jellybelly has posted recently. 👍

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Sunshine425

Jellybaby

How are you?? Im so glad to see you liking responses. We know that youre still with us. Any updates?

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JellyBaby5050 in reply to Sunshine425

I cant thank you enough for your support and kind words. I'm still having a rough time of it however, much much better than I have been. I know that I want to live and want to get better. Sending you all love and care Xxx

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mvillarreal

Thank God you're alive! I hope everything is going okay right now. We're always here to support you!

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JellyBaby5050 in reply to mvillarreal

Thank you ! And I'm always here to support you all in return. You're all so kind X

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