Depression is like any other illness. It has it's causes, symptoms, diagnosis and treatments. But like a lot of other illnesses, not everyone survives. Yes there are a lot of people that do survive with strength, will power, support and sheer determination to survive and live the life that they want. But I'm not like that. I have nothing to fight for, I ran out of determination, I'm not strong enough. I'm tired of helplessly struggling to avoid the inevitable. Now I just want to close my eyes and just let go, enjoying my last moments of peace as I fall into the abyss. I've posted here several times before and many tried to support me and did their best to help. For that I thank all of you. You're all great people who deserve a happy life, unlike me. I'll no longer waste anyone's time, effort or money. Thank you, everyone. I hope all of you find the true happiness you're fighting for.