Maybe it's just stupid of me to think this. Technically my boyfriend remembered it and that should be enough for me. I'm still very sad, I made a whole community of people I put my back against and I'd protect but they won't even notice me when I speak. I don't know, I still have no idea how to make friends ever since my old post, maybe I'm just missing something.
It does hurt, it hurts a lot and I can feel a migraine coming up as I type this down. I think this is why I turned my birthday notifs in Facebook off, I don't want some random person to remember, I want someone special like my friends and family but only 1 person remembered. I should be happy right? Atleast someone did remember right?
I don't know if this is my illness or I'm just a big stupid person but I feel like utter trash right now. I just feel so alone again. I just want someone to know that I exist.