New here. Hello to you.
Today sucked. 2nd time in 2 days by 2 people telling me stop trying to be in control.
I’m not trying to be in control and yet I cannot find the actual word or words but I’m hurt, pissed, frustrated, always anxious, fearful, tearful, irritated and annoyed.
I hold stuff in b/c I’m too mindful of everyone else’s feelings or what they think or say.
On paper I wrote they can all eat a bag of “d..ks”.
Also, a very good friend of mine died Friday unexpectedly, just found out today after the second person gave me such a wonderful compliment. Who by the way, can eat another bag.
Sorry this is how I feel at the moment.