It’s hard going through med changes, side effects, mood shifts etc. some days are good and some are bad. Today’s not so good. I’m trying to remember that I’m better than 2 weeks ago and not catastrophize. The guilt I feel about not being the “perfect” mom can be overwhelming. I think social media makes these feelings worse- seeing what all the other moms are doing and I feel too tired or whatever. I just want to be cured of depression for good, but I think after this long I have to accept it and keep doing the best I can to keep trying to get better.