Police PTSD DEPRESSION ANXIETY ... help
Hello, new here. I have all of the above since 1992. Medications stopped working and were making me sick. I got off all antidepressants 9 days ago, it took a long time to taper. I can't get out of bed, not happy, struggle with isolation PTSD.
I'm trying to find a treatment, in patient that will teach me to un learn bad habits...thinking. if I must I'll try medication again, but I'd really like to see if I can do ok without it.
I have no addictions and I have California workers comp insurance. I want a treatment to teach me healthy ways no just shove medication at me. I haven't worked, I cant find a doctor that will take my workers comp.
Where to go? I dont know. I dont want to hear traumatic stories, I dont want medication first.
Is there anywhere? I look, I'm feeling hopeless, lack of places for women cops, no addictions and that will take my insurance. I'm desperate to get better. I keep looking and asking but cant find help.
If anyone can help, please tell me. I'm weak and tired, i cant give up, but I'm not living. I want real intensive treatment.
Thank you. It's my first day and first post.