I just woke up today & I'm feeling not so good about myself & everything! Something is a bit off & I can't put my finger on it. It feels weird! Help! I'm gonna go again later. The feeling is different just because its Monday today or what? I hate having this weird feelings that usually happen when its time for me to go to "school", I called the clinic where I go to. Its like I'm feeling the pain before it actually starts maybe because of the fatigue that I'm feeling most of the time. Sometimes TONS of things happening in my body that I can't control! Party, party inside of me. Sometimes I hate my LIFE for being SO sick😭 I wanna do things like normal people do but I can't because my disease was preventing it. I'm always having a "lethargic" feeling. Still new to me this drastic change in a bad way. I'm really feeling off hoping that it'll go away because its not helping me.
I'm feeling frustrated, anxious, tired, restless, sad & the feeling of being defeated! I can't do anything what should I do! Please help. Are there any exercise/s I should do to help the way I think. My way of thinking right now is not helping. Wah! I don't wanna lose myself. I felt drained! Help me! Lord, help me! Please, help me! Thank you