Right now I’m having terrible anxiety. I’m scared and I’m tired of being alone but at the same time I don’t do anything about it. I just keep thinking no one would like me, no one would want to be with me. I’m so alone and I’m afraid something will happen and I have no one to help me. I believe I’m the loneliest person on this forum. Other than people af work I have no one to talk to. I’ve done a good job of isolating myself through the years.
I have a doctors appt. this morning. What if they find something wrong? And I need someone with me? My mind keeps telling me I’m a loser, I’m pathetic and I have no friends or family. Those I was most close have passed away. And many others in my family have drifted away and gotten on with there own lives. I let all this happen to myself.
Please know that I appreciate all of your responses. I will try and write back but after my doc. appt. I’m going into work.
Thank you everyone for always listening to me. I’m just feeling very alone right now.