Hi everyone. It has been several months since my last post, probably almost a year. I have severe anxiety and was going through an extremely tough time a few months ago, but I got my meds adjusted and things had been going very well. I graduated from college in May and immediately started my first adult job. When i first started, I thought I was really going to like it. Then, when I started to feel differently, I told myself it would get better. Now it has been six months and not only are things continuously getting worse every day, my anxiety has come back with a vengeance. I have breakdowns and cry frequently because this is not a career I want to pursue, and have found no other leads on jobs. This huge obstacle in my life has caused me to go back to my old ways and I am feeling extremely down and like I am very stuck.
I don't know what else to do except try to stay positive and continue looking for another job. I turned to this support group because back when I posted regularly, this community really did help me feel better and gave great advice.
Thank you for reading, and I genuinely hope you have a great day.