I did some thinking and decided that in the next couples days I'm going to be closing this account soon. It, not you guy it me. It not working out for me and I don't belong here.
I can't get better, I try but it not good enough, All this talk about love yourself, believing in yourself, betting your self up, find happiness, don't give up, grateful, do what makes you happy, much more. I'm used to people give up on me, I'm used to people not reaching out for me, I will always be invisible for a very long time. It doesn't bother me, I just keep moving forward.
I think this site is great it helps a lot of people, but it just not right for me. It has nothing to do with pride or ego.
I have seen people find happiness, love, friendship, bonds, confidence, find each other, find purpose, so much more.
I have been going through a lot. My depressed just keep getting worse. No matter how many time I try it just not an enough. My journey is coming to an end.