I'm on the end of a road, top on the mountain but i feel like jumping straight to hit a rock. I am not only mentally sick but my physical is pretty bad, like it wants me to stop. I can sum up my day waking up early and getting in the train, i usually take too much to get to my workplace . I work hard two periods nonstop and after a tired day i go to college and only get home to have some five hours of sleep or less. Today i look like a zombie, i have no reason to continue. I don't feel like a person but a working machine! I know we all have a purpose on Life but i hate the fact that im Just repeating stuff. Am i here Just to work full time and pay bills get sick and die? My body has giving me signs it is not okay, i don't know if i have a chronic desease or it's Just anxiety mixed with all my daily tentions, the only think i know is that i lost count of how many times i had to leave work in the middle of the day to go to the hospital. I don't feel productive at all and i can't Just quit. I don't know what to do anymore.