Stressed

[Angala]

Sitting in the bathroom on the floor just trying to refocus my sadness to something other than depression. My sleep comes so hard I have very poor choice in mates I will take that because its true but they always seem so different in the beginning

[fauxartist]

Sometimes when we don't have a very good sense of ourselves and what our needs and wants are in a relationship....we settle for ones that are not very good for us. I know because of my past abuse issues....I found myself gravitating to the same emotionally unavailable people over and over. It's a broken record that can only be broken by you. And the only way I was able to do that was by getting professional help.

[Angala in reply to fauxartist]

Thank you for your wise advise I appreciate it I did read it and thought on it I have grew up in and been in abusive relationships and I have repeated the same pattern that my mom did with my dad I don't purposely do it but Uhhhhhh I feel that once I leave this relationship I will stay by myself to myself for a long while and just work on myself