Hi. I'm new to the site. I've suffered with depression for several years. It seems like every bout is deeper and longer than the one before. Many of my symptoms have been here from the beginning, but many things are changing now. I need help. I've been on medications. I'm currently on 2 medications which seemed to help some at first, but not so much anymore! I don't understand my depression. I don't understand feeling like I do. I feel like I'm different from everyone everywhere. I want help, but it seems so hard to find. When I do find something that I think might help, I can't make myself go there. I want help, but it seems to hard to work toward. I don't like to wake up and some days it's impossible to get up. I don't want to be around people. I don't like myself at all and don't like most other people very much. I feel guilty about not wanting to be with family and friends then I feel lonely because family and friends probably don't want to be around me....why would they? I'm depressing!!!! Anyway, I thought maybe an online site might help since it doesn't require getting up, getting ready and going some place and I'm not sure what the other reasons are...I just need help....from wherever I can get it. Thanks for reading. I'm so alone...….
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