I've been so irritated and depressed lately, not 100% sure why.
It's those days where "disappearing" doesn't seem like a bad idea, but know that I won't actually do that, just a long train of thought.
I feel lost, hopeless, useless, ignored, these are just but a few to name.
My view is so bleak I don't even have the energy to do anything really, not to mention I've been sleeping/lethargic a lot lately.
Honestly I'll blame the 6 planet retrograde for my mood.
Anyway, wanted to post or vent about it rather than going crazy and thinking about it
It's that time of year, and others get happier. I sink.
Sinking lower and lower
Proud of myself. Meanwhile my roommate is searching for rock oil in the sink
So much pain. What did I do to deserve this. I'm treading water and sinking.
Slowly sinking back down again
