I have good news.

[lil_avocado]

hey friends!!! from 2 hard years of finding work and getting so depressed about it I finally got a job!! I went in to finish paperwork today and I start tomorrow. I start training as a server! I am very very excited but very nervous. as some of you know I have social anxiety and I get very nervous talking to new people... people say to me "just put on your bubbly cute personality" but it's hard when I don't know you.. I'm going to try my best! I'm so happy. this is a huge accomplishment. a new chapter in my life... this has given me a new found emotion of accomplishment.... im so happy to be making my own money and finally get to take care of myself.. yay to me!!! suck it anxiety! haha

I hope all of you are doing well! send me good vibes for tomorrow! the guy that's training me is really laid back and kind of nervous also.. which weirdly gives me a calm feeling. like we're in the same boat. he has a jittery nervous vibe to him but if I bring my A game tomorrow I know I'll have a blast!

love you guys!

[SA192461]

That’s awesome amcclantoc12!!! I wish you must luck on your first day👍🏻😃

[lil_avocado in reply to SA192461]

thank you!!

[Hidden]

Congratulations! I’m sure you’ll do a great job!

[lil_avocado in reply to Hidden]

thank you!!!

[Strongheartforever]

You beautiful thing!! You fabulous wonderful gorgeous thing!! Congrats!! So thrilled for you. Go get ‘em! Your heart will shine through and you’ll knock their socks off. Anxiety can SUCK. IT. Ha!! Anxiety can do like Brian says and take a long walk off a short pier!! Anxiety can go drown itself in the nearest creek! Love you my sister!!

[lil_avocado in reply to Strongheartforever]

thank you! my morning was good! worked 10 am to 3 pm... had a two hour break. came back, 5 to 8... that didn't go as well... I guess bc my anxiety was really just kicking me in the face.

I got got home and I just fell apart. I was holding everything in today. my main focus was to smile and be bubbly... so I hide what I was really feeling. people always told me leave problems at home and don't bring them to work so I was all smiles. I got home and just allllll the fear, sadness of the anxiety, and just stress unleashed... I cried and felt like a total mess. my fiance held me and talked me through it...

gonna get some rest and get ready for tomorrow. I know the longer I'm there the better I'll feel.

today was just sooooo over whelming.

[Strongheartforever in reply to lil_avocado]

It will get better I know it. It’s normal to freak out the first day, let yourself have that catharsis. Bring light to your interactions. Focus on lifting people with your open consciousness. Don’t take anything personally. Proud of you, not an easy gig!! Xo

[Hidden]

Go get em' girl!

[lil_avocado in reply to Hidden]

thanks Todd!!! Xx

[AZ1970]

Congratulations!!!

[lil_avocado in reply to AZ1970]

thanks so much!

[RaqXo]

That’s so awesome!!! Congratulations! 🎊

[lil_avocado in reply to RaqXo]

thank you! it's very awesome! (: x

[Hidden]

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[lil_avocado in reply to Hidden]

lol I love that! I really needed that. I have a co worker like that haha

[Marshall64]

Congratulations. That is pretty impressive that you are taking a job as a server in spite of social anxiety. You are doing something out of your comfort zone. I think you will do great and grow from this experience. 😊

[lil_avocado in reply to Marshall64]

thank you! first day kind of tough! front house is a freaking crazy house! seriously gotta double task lol but hey , I struggled through, got through it! first day down haha

[Marshall64 in reply to lil_avocado]

That is good to hear that you made it through.😊 Does it help to "get out of your head". That is what working does for me. If it is busy and crazy, I forget all of my personal issues.

[lil_avocado in reply to Marshall64]

yes it definitely did... the anxiety was still there but I was definitely kept busy..

I got home and just cried everything I was feeling out lol crying helps me weirdly. my chest feel 10x lighter than it did when I started my day. it doesn't feel like a elaphant is sitting on my chest anymore.

[Kainan]

Congratulations! That’s a big accomplishment. I’m sure you’ll do just fine

[lil_avocado in reply to Kainan]

thank you! I did better than expected! I didn't want anxiety to win.

[bridder01]

Way to go AMC! Tell anxiety to go take a long walk off a short pier! Go show everyone how amazing you are!

A friend,

Brian

[lil_avocado in reply to bridder01]

thank you Brian! so nice!

[bridder01 in reply to lil_avocado]

Anytime!

[Orangeblossom85]

Bravo! Congratulations Aly! You are awesome! It’s way harder for us to make and take the actual step. You are brave! It takes a lot of courage to cross the line of fear and anxiety. Fingers crossed!!! :))

[lil_avocado in reply to Orangeblossom85]

thank you , trying to stay positive.

[Grimreaper]

Congratulations Amcclantoc12

For getting the job ... now go and shine like a North Star 🌟

All the best

[lil_avocado in reply to Grimreaper]

thank you so much! it's getting better.

[ChristabelCaisse]

amcclantoc12, this is really a great news that you finally got the job. Anxiety is a thing that can be fought with the care and taking some measures. As, you mentioned that the person who is going to give you is also facing the same problem which is with you. So try talking to him about it. Ask him if he is trying some measures to overcome it. Meanwhile, you can also check online at martine-voyance.com/tarifs for help and if you found it useful you can also let the person who is training you about it.