Nothing is real.

[cinnamonapple89]

Had a spiritual awakening and now nothing seems real. Like I look at everything differently. Tv seems SUPER fake and unwatchable because I’m SO aware that I just imagine these people really sitting down like they’re in front of me and not watching in that “cinematic” filter they put on it. I really hope they made sense, it’s so hard to put the thoughts i have in words sometimes. I’m just so so self aware and aware of the oddities of life, like planets and the galaxy. Is that not SO ODD if you really think hard about it?? My mind ALWAYS goes to these places and I can’t enjoy anything because I’m seeing everything for exactly what it is. Hope I don’t sound too crazy. Hope someone can relate. It has also ruined the concept of “celebrity” to me. Now I don’t look at someone’s Instagram and say they’re so fab. I say “they’re literally just standing in front of something and got their pic taken but we see this aura around them that isn’t even there”. Same with any popular person.

[RaqXo]

How did you attain your spiritual awakening?

[cinnamonapple89 in reply to RaqXo]

Weed and depression