So I'm new here and as I'm writing this, I'm having an anxiety attack, but hey pushing through it. I just need some help. I'm a college freshman in my second semester, I'm a Pre-Vet major so either way, it's really hard to handle everything.
I am literally terrified of failing at college. It feels like once I'm ahead of myself, I eventually get pushed back, and I want nothing more than to become a veterinarian. I thought about dropping out for at least a year, just so I could take a break, but if I do that, I lose my scholarship that I can't get back. I'm already on the verge to lose it because of my grades. Even if I do drop out, I'll be the biggest disappointment to my family ever. I just need to tell someone this, besides my counselor. I went to college thinking I could get a 4.0 GPA easily, just like my cousin did...nope, and he rubs that in my face every day.
Someone just tell me I'm not crazy, because I honestly feel like I do to a certain extent.