I am writing here because I cannot afford insurance nor therapies and I hope I can find someone who can help with a tip or anything really.
I feel like I am losing this battle with depression. It doesn't seem to get better and it's been days now that I am unable to "snap" out of it. I've been dealing with depression my whole life but lately it got to a whole new level. I just simply don't have any desire to live or continue. I am so done and tired and breaking down. My mind keeps running to this place of helplessness and the only solution that gives a slightest of hope from this suffering is dying. I feel so ashamed to feel this way but I feel like I can't fight it anymore. Tomorrow is my birthday and I absolutely can't stand the fact that it's another year that I am living. I am so defeated. I just want to disappear.